Here I am again, after almost a month since I created this blog and after so many days I am back now, writing some stuffs about my life and experiences. I hate to say this but I am really confused and I don’t know what to do. I just wish that I can cope up and handle the things even if I’m about to break down. Some people thinks that my life is so easy and fabulous but they got it all wrong cause I’m just nobody, acting like a robot and having some trouble about it. The reality really sucks and I don’t have any choice, how come I can’t face it. I really really hate it, how I wish that I can do what I want. All those years I’ve been a good robot making them happy doing the one they want but until now they can’t appreciate it and it’s really hurting me inside.

I envy my friends and the one who have their work now, living with their own path and destiny. They gone too far but here I am, still nothing and hopeless and I all have to do is follow those stupid rules and orders.

How I wish that one day a prince charming would come and rescue from the very evil and wicked witch.